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Hell is a Mix Tape
I howled, kicked, and cried while Hanson sang “MMMBop.” The bedside table, now toppled over on the floor, was the only thing between me and the doctor.
Between panicked breaths, I looked to my hands; their shape was changing. They widened at the knuckles, my fingers elongated, my nails grew sharp as talons. And red—my skin was now blood red.
Everywhere.

Rebekah Mallory
Jul 304 min read


Knowing Andromeda
Mac and Sadie Evers, an interracial couple inspired by Betty and Barney but not based on them, tracked me down in my home office and told me their story.

Rebekah Mallory
Jul 62 min read


When Bradbury Calls
It was late. Her maroon kitten heels pounded against the sidewalk, her stride tested the limits of her pencil skirt. There was no time to dawdle. She had to get to the oddities shop before it closed. She needed another tarot reading.

Rebekah Mallory
May 73 min read


Giving Up My Personal Herstory
Chasing nostalgia is pure folly; hanging on to the past and a history that has expired is just time wasted.

Rebekah Mallory
Mar 133 min read


Why I Can’t Rally As the World Burns
While others are front-and-center (we need you), there need to be folks making calls, researching, creating, building, connecting, and…

Rebekah Mallory
Feb 14 min read


Interpreting for Voices Beyond the Veil
Real, live people from other realms come to me. The first time it happened, I was a kid—seventh grade, I think?

Rebekah Mallory
Jan 63 min read


I've Never Had Children and Here's Why
We saw what the world offered; we weren't interested then, and I can tell you, baby girl—we aren't interested now.

Rebekah Mallory
Dec 7, 20253 min read


What I Meant to Say
Writer Dear, writing practice is all about the messy mind, the naked thoughts that surface come 3 a.m...

Rebekah Mallory
Nov 9, 20253 min read


Milk Carton Chicanery
In a secret cobwebbed part of her, she knew what he wanted from her was youth, innocence...

Rebekah Mallory
Oct 15, 20256 min read


The Future Story
Young Howie writes a story even he doesn't understand...

Rebekah Mallory
Aug 4, 20254 min read


Watering Plants I Might Kill
Life changed, my worldview shifted, and a very different picture took shape as bigger questions surfaced.

Rebekah Mallory
Jul 15, 20253 min read


My Summer Vacation
So, how does a writer write? I don’t know if there’s a way to do it with any level of sanity no matter how you broach it. I can share what worked and what didn't work.

Rebekah Mallory
Jul 13, 20253 min read


I'm Not Okay
I want my childhood back. I want to feel safe. To disappear inside a book or TV show and not worry over the state of the country or the...

Rebekah Mallory
Feb 21, 20253 min read


I Am Not a New Mexican Sky
...That is not what I do. I am not a soft sunset, kissing the mountain peaks. I am not a guiding star high atop the clouds, lighting the...

Rebekah Mallory
Dec 16, 20243 min read


Why I Can't Write Hot
I don't even really understand anything I've done until I've done it. What's more I can't see its value until I write about it.

Rebekah Mallory
Dec 5, 20244 min read


Little Woodsy Kid
I felt like I’d duped myself; sold my lake cottage to live in a camper for an undetermined amount of time.

Rebekah Mallory
Nov 15, 20244 min read


A Year Without...Again
After a year of not drinking and being okay with it, I gave myself what I'd been looking for: an excuse.

Rebekah Mallory
Mar 14, 20244 min read


Contracting with the Soul
Sacred Contracts (or karmic relationships between souls) are fixed before birth. Souls enter into agreements to aid one another’s growth.

Rebekah Mallory
Jan 25, 20244 min read


Crossing Over Into Existential Crisis
Sorrow and grief are simply misplaced love with no where to go, and I'm kicking myself for not showing love more when John was here.

Rebekah Mallory
Oct 19, 20234 min read


Rivka’s Epiphany
The bottle had not kept her company like she'd told herself it had, and there were plenty of times she'd convinced herself it did just that.

Rebekah Mallory
Apr 12, 20234 min read
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